My Christmas Eve

Seems never noted that a year to the end, my 2008, lot of things happened, but also seems nothing happened. 

 Annie came back from Australia and now sitting face to me in a coffee of book store. She and Tina and I went to Four Point to spend our Christmas Eve, a really fun night.

 Tina had a before and after face, I am the makeup person, Annie is the photographer and our art director. We saw Tina how to change from a little girl to a lady, everyone happy. Cannot describe what a pleasure motion there, what a very comfortable moods here, maybe we call it friendship.

 Followed new year holidays will no surprise, annual leave stick to my spring festival holidays, I didn’t tell dad about it just because doubt how many days I could afford to live with them.

 Nothing special, let it be. 

Life is what? Work is better?

Yesterday I attended a opening ceremony for a cinema called Saga with Tina, one of old friends invited me to go, he is a good man, a good husband, a good business partner i guess. Saga seems to be a really luxury membership cinema which is a little expensive compare to other movie venues in Beijing. But most impressive thing to me is not the so called luxuriest facilities but the VIP invited guests, too much high level, too many big photatoes, even included the big boss of SARFT's movie/Flim section. So wired for a tinny events welcome so many powerful people. I have to say it was an indeed coolest government PR. However, we had fun there, at least a good funny movie to watch finally.

Midnight, another news cheer me up, a internet friend who never met but a really good chatter and my kinda man told me that he got a new girlfriend recent, I was happy and a little bit upset, very strange. The buddy always remind me my sweet but disaster relationships, we could share a lots of funny stuff or life online. But seems I could not afford any more some close soul friends beyond me gradually, it is a routine alike. Buddies have a new life, i mean relationships, that basically means we start a gap since then, I could not ask them to hang out for a drink or a chat anytime I want. This friend I never met him but still, a similar emotions comes out, am I despressed? Should I think of my life very seriously, or actually should be contiuned to next stage - a business woman? which is much better for me? I doubt it... or agree it.... Have to make a deal on rethinking what would be the priority...

posted a portrait of mine here, which is from a event. A little art college girl did it for me to kill the time before I went up to the stage to present an award to a Star, friends said it is perfect and really catch my soul. Fun experience.

 

Cheering up

Annie is in Salon for a new haircut or might be some highlight now while I am sitting in the coffee bar in a book store, everything becomes calm down slowly ...pretty slowly... 

I hate that guy who talked to me on the phone last night, the conversation is over 2 hours til the cell phone was power off. Why told me the truth, the truth I cannot afford? Suddenly things sucks, everything sucks, arouse my guilty, shame, pain in heart, hard feeling but no tears out. Such a stupid youth without youth. Just a message back: forget me, forget it.

Protect yourself, never put the silly faith on a kid’s promise. She or he even could safe herself or himself, how come for you? Excessive drinks leads the unpredictable horrible results, liquor seems the worst original sin. Still, liquor friends are not that kinda persons you could switch the souls.

 Take care next time, girl!!!

Marriage stuff

Being an aged kiddo of parents would be a disaster, at least in their eyes. Some Chinese parents always push their kids to do anything they thought good for them  but ignore the real minds of children. Unfortunately mine are that kinda terrible pushy people especially on my marriage issue. 

Sure, I am old enough for marriage compare to those old friends around my mother and father, pathetic thing is most of them already have kids or married, the rest are mostly dating to marry. For time move earlier, my mum was in a crazy mood to hunting any possible men to my date list, certainly, her standard which my hate: stubborn, honest (looks like), basic economic situation (she think a successful family should be established by two persons with some fortune, too poor or too rich are bad)…gradually the standard becomes to one: MAN. If he is tall, mum said, you love tall guy, right?! If he is short, mum said: you are short too, you guys match! …however, any guy is fit for me, and anyone is my Mr. Right just there is one HE. And my mother indeed is a magic woman, she could find another guy once I say no to one guy. Sample here: I blind dated a guy arranged by mum, then I told her doesn’t work because he is too thin looks unhealthy, two days later my dear mother called me that she found a perfect big guy for me…she is a witch sometime I guess, can found my blinding date from any personalities, any looks, even from any country, she does have a powerful networking. Finally she aroused my fight and then didn’t do anything more, neither talking with me more for a very long time. such a funny life. 

Anyway I have to back hometown while the spring festival, how come to face my dear mummy? Quite a headache. Let it be… 

Silence in Beijing

beijing Silence, hope my mum and dad never know it means, just keep in mind here is my new blog in English, would be fun...